A line from the movie "The Thumbsucker".
Life is hard, and how we all strive to find Joy, happiness, even the meaning of Life. However in truth can it be found? So many questions....taking up so much of our mind creating endless turmoil to say the least.
Maybe the trick is to live without an answer. For me that has always been my ultimate goal. Discovering the behind reasons for the WHY?????
In conjunction to my son's 180 degree turn from the loving, close relationship with not just me but with God, all was abandoned and I wait, endlessly waiting for his return, or for the light bulb to go off in his head.
My son, my kid, my love, my greatest gift from God, my priviledge, suddenly gone, little would I imagine that growing into his adult hood would mean booting me out completely. He's living a lifestyle in which breaks my heart, nor would I have ever imagined he would prefer this way over what I could offer. Shelter, warm clean bed, care, love, and his freedom, including college or off to the work world. Morals, truth, Faith and Hope, things he grew up with and once Loved and appreciated. So maybe the Trick is to live without the answer, I do hope someday I will be able to master this very difficult heart felt sulken feeling of which I have for the child who's now a young adult which I love so much.